Waiting For

What are you waiting for?

Thoughts scattered

If I can just...

decide

when to decide

It's time to move

Move, damn it!

Where was I?

Thoughts scattered

I need a plan

I had a good one the other day

the problem was huge

and affected my whole day

Too bad my body wasn't up for it

It put that plan on hold

I never said it was important

Today was different

I did it

through boredom

poverty

loneliness

I did it

I still don't know

what the hell I was waiting for